I don't condone anything, this is just my space to vent the storm I call my mind.
Last binge: 11/11
Y'all let’s make 2019 our year:
The year we’ll get skinny
They year of perfect grades
The year people want to be us
They year we make people jealous because if our bodies and high grades
Let’s be that person whose skinny, eats healthy, studies and are just all around perfect.
being the fat friend
being bloated
thighs touching
purging
gaining a pound
looking in the mirror and wanting to die
‘your not fat, your thicc!1!’
having no friends
having no boyfriend / girlfriend
muffin tops
looking like a fucking whale
being disgusted with yourself
self harm
someone pointing out that you’ve gained weight
feeling sick and gross all the time
that empty and alone feeling you get a for a few weeks after a suicide attempt
hiding your body
waking up without a flat stomach
